Atef Abu Saif was visiting family members in Gaza with his 15-year-old son, Yasser, before Oct. 7 and has kept a diary of the war since it began. “I want to be awake when I die,” I told my brother Mohammed, who has been with us for most of the war. “I want to see it happening.” Before going to sleep, my son Yasser said he felt more afraid than ever. For the last 45 days, he has shown great strength in the face of everything, but we all have our limits. So, yesterday morning, I went to see my dad to ask if he’d consider moving with us.

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Persons: Atef Abu Saif, Yasser, ”, Mohammed, “, he’d Locations: Gaza, Rafah, Egypt